Sunday, July 5, 2009
At the age of 18, I realize things aren't as easy as they seem to be...
Everyday I have to expect the unexpected, full of surprises...
I do have my own goals and life, yet I'm always in full dilemma...
Do humans make choices for themselves or others?
Do we live for others or ourselves?
After going through many ups and downs, I realized that life is short...
Last year, my grandma passed away...
One month later, my granduncle passed away...
One is a person that I hope will see me grow up and be a better person
While the other is a person that I hope I'll be able to see him one day
Never would I realized that I'll only be able to see him in his funeral...
Are these regrets in life?
I hope not...Everyday I have to expect the unexpected, full of surprises...
I do have my own goals and life, yet I'm always in full dilemma...
Do humans make choices for themselves or others?
Do we live for others or ourselves?
After going through many ups and downs, I realized that life is short...
Last year, my grandma passed away...
One month later, my granduncle passed away...
One is a person that I hope will see me grow up and be a better person
While the other is a person that I hope I'll be able to see him one day
Never would I realized that I'll only be able to see him in his funeral...
Are these regrets in life?
Life is full of regrets yet it depends on how we take it
Love for example,
A person like me know nothing much about it but I've been through many situations..
Some people might love a person soo much that he/she have to leave the person for good
Is this a good decision? Or will the person regret one day?
I've left a person whom I loved very much
It was bittersweet but if I have a chance to turn back time, I'll still leave him
Because I do not believe in everlasting or forever...
If that person is meant to be with me, we'll be together one day
But I taught myself not to fall in love anymore...
It's not that I gave up...
But I realized nothing can destroy a person but love
However, love can do wonders...
I fell in love again and I was surprised at how I turned out to be
I've never seen this side of me and if my friends did, they'll think that I've gone bonkers...
But it ended very fast...
A lesson to be learn...
It wasn't anyone's fault...
It just meant to end, though I couldn't find the reason why
But if his decision can make him happier and a better person, why not?
In our life, we have to sacrifice all the time..
Whether it's for ourselves or others...
Life is something that we should appreciate..
Every meeting has a ending, whether it's good or bad
Whatever it is, life is about freedom, love and happiness..
And I really hope I could achieve that one day...
-free soul-
♥ alexis at 12:51 PM