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Sunday, July 29, 2012

each day seems hollow to me
i don't know why can't i let go
i don't know why i'm still fretting
it's no longer a lie
it's a living truth
i'm aware of it
i know what i should do
i know what i must do
yet, i don't know why i just can't
i can't

is there a way to make things easier?
is there a way to forget everything?
this year, time flies
it's nearly 4 months
it's already 10 months...

i guess there's a part of me that still wish things weren't so bad
i guess there's a part of me that wish for a miracle
just a miracle, just once..
this year i've been through a lot
the moment i got drunk, was the moment i know i'm not ok
no matter how many times i keep telling myself i'm better off like this
i'm not

i don't know what i can do to make things better
i don't know what i can do to change things
i don't know what i should do, or think anymore
can somebody help me? please?
♥ alexis at 5:46 PM

Monday, July 23, 2012

i got my questions answered

all these while i wondered what went wrong
why it happened
i thought i know why
till now, i don't know why
all that i could see right now
i'm forgotten
yet, i can't let go

i learnt a lot
i learnt that humans change
quotes, words and all, it doesn't matter
cause compared to reality, nothing is true
everything changed



♥ alexis at 5:04 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2012

can i give up?
just like that?
can i forget it all?
just like that?
the hopes are all gone
if you were serious, you wouldn't have left
it doesn't matter anymore what we have been debating about
after you left, things are still the same
i still think about you
but it's all too late
for you'll never change your mind
while i'm still hoping for a miracle...
♥ alexis at 7:21 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

all i ever want to do is to sleep forever...
♥ alexis at 11:25 PM

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