Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Finding you among the crowds
Lost in my thoughts
Where are you?
I ignored that, going on with my usual
What are you thinking?
What am I thinking?
What have we done to reach this state of mind?
You, living up your life like the usual
Me, living up a life that I can barely recognize
Why, you know your mistakes
What have I done to deserve this hurt?
Me, living a life like an actress
Full of pretense...
Happy, yet when I'm not
I'm tired...
You know that too...right?
I doubt so...
I told myself I'll wait
Wait for you to be more mature
But, why am I feeling the hurt again and again?
I hate you, I really really hate you
Giving me this misery
Turning my life upside down
This, being the most regretful decision
I've ever make in my life
Please, disappear forever....
Lost in my thoughts
Where are you?
I ignored that, going on with my usual
What are you thinking?
What am I thinking?
What have we done to reach this state of mind?
You, living up your life like the usual
Me, living up a life that I can barely recognize
Why, you know your mistakes
What have I done to deserve this hurt?
Me, living a life like an actress
Full of pretense...
Happy, yet when I'm not
I'm tired...
You know that too...right?
I doubt so...
I told myself I'll wait
Wait for you to be more mature
But, why am I feeling the hurt again and again?
I hate you, I really really hate you
Giving me this misery
Turning my life upside down
This, being the most regretful decision
I've ever make in my life
Please, disappear forever....
p/s: I do enjoy your company and friendship. I do appreciate it but sometimes, I wish you could really disappear..I'm sorry....
To my dear friend: sorry for snapping at you today..doubt you'll be reading this anyway as you've forgotten my url...
To my dear friend: sorry for snapping at you today..doubt you'll be reading this anyway as you've forgotten my url...
Wishing I could enjoy life like this.....
-havingthestressoflife-
♥ alexis at 5:17 PM