Thursday, August 13, 2009
ok, i know i've break my own rules by putting my own pic here, but you know what? this is an exception cause he is one hell of a person that i like, love and miss very much.
august 12th, 2009
my gf asked me to go to her college for some charity drive thing
as i was bored to hell at home
i decided to go and at the same time meet back all the old friends
i woke up at 6 am and left the house at 7.40am
reached at 8.15 am due to some excessive jams
i was kicked outta the college as i was not a student there
i lied to the guard that i forgot to bring my id
but it doesn't work exactly...
so i went Starbucks for an hour while waiting for my gf
got a Mocha Frappucino which costs me RM 13.15
at 9.30 am, Ms ML reached and oh, surprisingly we managed to get into the college
so we walked up and down million times, spotting most of my friends
but not hers HAHAHA
it was boring and hot
and i saw my ex....
someone who was crazily infatuated in me
but i was a bad girl
i loved him, drag him on, betrayed him
he has been by my side for 6 years without leaving me
whenever something happened to me, he's there
but due to some incidents, i have no choice but to treat him badly
for his own good
when a person falls in love too deeply with another, it's time to let go...
back to topic, he hardly recognised me anyways
it was not the first time
last year, he totally did not recognise me
well his cousin too
weird huh? did i change that much?
er back to topic again,
Ms ML and i got pretty bored and we left to walk around the place
we got lost but it was fun
later on, she met up with her bf and i was left all alone
so i went to hang out with my gf and her friends
after a few rounds in the carnival, we went into a classroom
i was pretty tired and i slept there
people say that her college have lots of pretty girls
it was half true...
well i'm not exactly a girl hunter
but i guessed most of it were from my school?
well my school is famous for having pretty girls
but throughout my 5 years, i did not notice a single pretty girl at all
as for the boys
they're.....ok
most of it are my friends
suddenly i miss all my friends pretty much
and i found out why i like hanging out with guys
they can be random, fun, understanding, and their thinking are very simple!
unlike girls, who fret over everything
back to topic again,
i slept for an hour
then my gf had class so i left to find my dear brother, Mr JL
i missed him dearly
i remembered talking, hanging out with him everyday last time
we had known each other for 8 years
and i've been with him everyday for 3 years
in that 3 years, we've fought and talked about everything
his problems, my problems
we understand each other and know what each other have to say
i do not have to elaborate my feelings, my thoughts...
he'll just know everything
for the past 5 years, i did not talk much with him
though our classes are very near, in fact next door only
but we did not have the chance at all
him hanging out with his friends
doing his job
he was busy
while i was busy with school life; clubs, classes, studies, friends and depression,
hiding my biggest problem from him
we do talk occasionally but not longer than 5 minutes
on that day itself, i went to find him
hang out with him
i told him i was hurt and he knew what i'm gonna say
all he said was the guy's not worth it
and he's a useless guy
then he introduced his friends to me
knowing that i like smart, capable guys
that really cheered me up
then he and i continued our gossips but was interrupted by our friends
it was suddenly like an old school hangout
where all the DJians hang out together talk
even those that i've never talked to before
suddenly we're like close friends
it was fun
till...
my friends asked who i'm interested in so far after being so long in the college
i looked around and found that only Mr Sunglass attracted me
so i said him, and only to find out that he's Ms JL's ex
and, he's the head student council for my gf's course
Oh my god,
what is wrong with me and the head student councils?
i lost interest rightaway on him
we talked for awhile and then one by one left for classes
i waited for Ms ML to come back from being with her bf
and then went McD
at 2.15 pm, we followed her bf back to his block
then my gf called me and we went to Pyramid by taxi
it costs us RM8
shitty
then we walked, bought some stuff
and my overall spending for that day is RM70++
i'm so dead
i met my old school best friend, Ms ZY
had some chat with her
gosh that day was seriously a reunion of all DJians
and funny, when i met Ms ZY,
my high school close friend, which is my gf is there
and so is my college close friend, Ms ML
well saddening thing is my high school best friend is not there together
all of them are my close and most trusted friends who have been with me all the time
this is....
unbelievable O.o
anyways, Ms ML left at 6 pm
my gf, her friend and i stayed till 9 pm
we had dinner there; Nandos
first time eating Nandos in my 18 years of life
what to do, the thing that i miss out most in my entire life is adventures and food
usually i'll hang out with my friends, stoning or doing something bout studies, Kpop and events
we do no travel or eat special things
mostly, the common Malaysian foods
anyways, it was tiring yet fun day
first time in 7 years i've stayed out for more than 12 hours with my friends and not for events
oh no, i've gone rebellious again is it?
what surprised me more is my dad would called to find out where i am
wow that is shocking...
but oh well, maybe i'm a bit rebellious but i'm still good :D
it was a fun day, with all kinds of moods:
fun, happy, boring, hot, sweaty, tired, sleepy, grumpy, annoyed, surprised, lovely
thanks my dear gf
u made my day
now only i realised, i really missed Mr JL very very much
really must organise an outing
he and i having the same problems....
we must have some fun and catch up more
he told me something, someone from our past
i was deeply disappointed with that person
i'm glad that he found a person he loves now
but i would never imagine him mistreating his brother
people had said that he's the evil one and his bro is innocent
as i was in love with him, i refused to think badly bout him
but deep down i know it was wrong
but, i really did not expect him to do that
i think my first impression of him came back to me again
i'm deeply and very disappointed in him
i would never imagine him making such decision and making his gf's future shitty
she's a smart girl, but i would never imagine her making such decision too
guess....
people do stupid things when they're in love
anyways, i came back home
talked to Mr NL on the phone
well, glad that he found a great job that he loves
hope he keeps it up
yet not neglecting his studies
studies are important you know..
ur talking to a person who has been in all situations
with all kinds of people
and full of experience bout life...
well, life of a teenager?
hmmm there's still a lot for me to learn anyways
life is short
people make wrong decisions at the wrong time
people always do not appreciate what they have in their life
till they lost it
so, make the best out of everything in your life
you might think it's shitty, but it's not
try to look at things from different perspectives all the time
if things doesn't work out the way you want,
learn to learn from it, appreciate it
or start all over again
use reverse psychology
no one can help us but ourself
it all depends on a person's determination and endurance in life
we're humans and we're borned to make the best of the world, of ourself
we're born to survive in all situations
we're born to suffer
so make ur life happy and full of satisfaction by appreciating
life is all bout learning
even in the shittiest moments
LEARN...
august 12th, 2009
my gf asked me to go to her college for some charity drive thing
as i was bored to hell at home
i decided to go and at the same time meet back all the old friends
i woke up at 6 am and left the house at 7.40am
reached at 8.15 am due to some excessive jams
i was kicked outta the college as i was not a student there
i lied to the guard that i forgot to bring my id
but it doesn't work exactly...
so i went Starbucks for an hour while waiting for my gf
got a Mocha Frappucino which costs me RM 13.15
at 9.30 am, Ms ML reached and oh, surprisingly we managed to get into the college
so we walked up and down million times, spotting most of my friends
but not hers HAHAHA
it was boring and hot
and i saw my ex....
someone who was crazily infatuated in me
but i was a bad girl
i loved him, drag him on, betrayed him
he has been by my side for 6 years without leaving me
whenever something happened to me, he's there
but due to some incidents, i have no choice but to treat him badly
for his own good
when a person falls in love too deeply with another, it's time to let go...
back to topic, he hardly recognised me anyways
it was not the first time
last year, he totally did not recognise me
well his cousin too
weird huh? did i change that much?
er back to topic again,
Ms ML and i got pretty bored and we left to walk around the place
we got lost but it was fun
later on, she met up with her bf and i was left all alone
so i went to hang out with my gf and her friends
after a few rounds in the carnival, we went into a classroom
i was pretty tired and i slept there
people say that her college have lots of pretty girls
it was half true...
well i'm not exactly a girl hunter
but i guessed most of it were from my school?
well my school is famous for having pretty girls
but throughout my 5 years, i did not notice a single pretty girl at all
as for the boys
they're.....ok
most of it are my friends
suddenly i miss all my friends pretty much
and i found out why i like hanging out with guys
they can be random, fun, understanding, and their thinking are very simple!
unlike girls, who fret over everything
back to topic again,
i slept for an hour
then my gf had class so i left to find my dear brother, Mr JL
i missed him dearly
i remembered talking, hanging out with him everyday last time
we had known each other for 8 years
and i've been with him everyday for 3 years
in that 3 years, we've fought and talked about everything
his problems, my problems
we understand each other and know what each other have to say
i do not have to elaborate my feelings, my thoughts...
he'll just know everything
for the past 5 years, i did not talk much with him
though our classes are very near, in fact next door only
but we did not have the chance at all
him hanging out with his friends
doing his job
he was busy
while i was busy with school life; clubs, classes, studies, friends and depression,
hiding my biggest problem from him
we do talk occasionally but not longer than 5 minutes
on that day itself, i went to find him
hang out with him
i told him i was hurt and he knew what i'm gonna say
all he said was the guy's not worth it
and he's a useless guy
then he introduced his friends to me
knowing that i like smart, capable guys
that really cheered me up
then he and i continued our gossips but was interrupted by our friends
it was suddenly like an old school hangout
where all the DJians hang out together talk
even those that i've never talked to before
suddenly we're like close friends
it was fun
till...
my friends asked who i'm interested in so far after being so long in the college
i looked around and found that only Mr Sunglass attracted me
so i said him, and only to find out that he's Ms JL's ex
and, he's the head student council for my gf's course
Oh my god,
what is wrong with me and the head student councils?
i lost interest rightaway on him
we talked for awhile and then one by one left for classes
i waited for Ms ML to come back from being with her bf
and then went McD
at 2.15 pm, we followed her bf back to his block
then my gf called me and we went to Pyramid by taxi
it costs us RM8
shitty
then we walked, bought some stuff
and my overall spending for that day is RM70++
i'm so dead
i met my old school best friend, Ms ZY
had some chat with her
gosh that day was seriously a reunion of all DJians
and funny, when i met Ms ZY,
my high school close friend, which is my gf is there
and so is my college close friend, Ms ML
well saddening thing is my high school best friend is not there together
all of them are my close and most trusted friends who have been with me all the time
this is....
unbelievable O.o
anyways, Ms ML left at 6 pm
my gf, her friend and i stayed till 9 pm
we had dinner there; Nandos
first time eating Nandos in my 18 years of life
what to do, the thing that i miss out most in my entire life is adventures and food
usually i'll hang out with my friends, stoning or doing something bout studies, Kpop and events
we do no travel or eat special things
mostly, the common Malaysian foods
anyways, it was tiring yet fun day
first time in 7 years i've stayed out for more than 12 hours with my friends and not for events
oh no, i've gone rebellious again is it?
what surprised me more is my dad would called to find out where i am
wow that is shocking...
but oh well, maybe i'm a bit rebellious but i'm still good :D
it was a fun day, with all kinds of moods:
fun, happy, boring, hot, sweaty, tired, sleepy, grumpy, annoyed, surprised, lovely
thanks my dear gf
u made my day
now only i realised, i really missed Mr JL very very much
really must organise an outing
he and i having the same problems....
we must have some fun and catch up more
he told me something, someone from our past
i was deeply disappointed with that person
i'm glad that he found a person he loves now
but i would never imagine him mistreating his brother
people had said that he's the evil one and his bro is innocent
as i was in love with him, i refused to think badly bout him
but deep down i know it was wrong
but, i really did not expect him to do that
i think my first impression of him came back to me again
i'm deeply and very disappointed in him
i would never imagine him making such decision and making his gf's future shitty
she's a smart girl, but i would never imagine her making such decision too
guess....
people do stupid things when they're in love
anyways, i came back home
talked to Mr NL on the phone
well, glad that he found a great job that he loves
hope he keeps it up
yet not neglecting his studies
studies are important you know..
ur talking to a person who has been in all situations
with all kinds of people
and full of experience bout life...
well, life of a teenager?
hmmm there's still a lot for me to learn anyways
life is short
people make wrong decisions at the wrong time
people always do not appreciate what they have in their life
till they lost it
so, make the best out of everything in your life
you might think it's shitty, but it's not
try to look at things from different perspectives all the time
if things doesn't work out the way you want,
learn to learn from it, appreciate it
or start all over again
use reverse psychology
no one can help us but ourself
it all depends on a person's determination and endurance in life
we're humans and we're borned to make the best of the world, of ourself
we're born to survive in all situations
we're born to suffer
so make ur life happy and full of satisfaction by appreciating
life is all bout learning
even in the shittiest moments
LEARN...
♥ alexis at 12:55 PM