Friday, September 4, 2009

It feels as if I've reborn again. Life is much happier for me right now. College has just started and I have a feeling that I'm going to enjoy this semester very much. There are rumors that this semester will be very busy and all, however, for me, I guess it'll be more exciting. I love living a busy life, keeping myself occupied. Sometimes, I might wish for a break but all in all, I love living in a challenging life, full of fun :)

This semester, I took Microeconomics and Accounting as my electives. Though I don't really like Accounting as I've never really studied it (just some basics), I somehow change my mind after I went in for my second class today. Sure, it's complicating but it's challenging and fun. Well, as long as I don't mess myself up like what I did to myself last time........

As for Microeconomics, I love the lecturer very much. He's a great lecturer and his classes are very interesting. Somehow, it's great and I really hope I can excel well in this subject. The only regret is I'm 'not' taking Psychology. I love Psychology as it relates to human behaviour and all, but as I'm gonna major in Business, I don't think Psychology will help much, well, not in the field of Business that I'm gonna take.

The other 2 subjects that I took is Advanced English and Critical Thinking Skills. Let's just say that I hate English and right now at this moment, I got a feeling that I'm gonna hate it more. As for CTS, I'm still praying that the lecturer will be as fun and as nice as what the rumors are going around. I'm hoping that my next lesson will be more enjoyable than the first. CTS is a very interesting subject as it teaches people to think. Something that I like....thinking :) All in all, I hope I can really do well in this semester.

Life have been much happier for me lately. My timetable may look shitty but somehow I love it and enjoy it. Maybe due to the fact that I'm enjoying my life more now, somehow I tend to ignore more things, more people. A very good thing indeed. Maybe, maybe just for once I can finally let go of my past. But really, I don't want to let go of my past. It might be painful but till now, I still believe that I'll still be able to learn more than what I think I've learnt. Sure, it have been a long time.....6 years, 3 months.....It hurts but to me I do not regret it at all. It makes me realise what kind of a person I am and really, I'm not the person that I thought I am.

But till now, I'm still numb. There are hopes but I'm not gonna keep the faith. Somethings are just not meant to be. But sometimes, I just wish that both of you have never enter into my life....Anyways, I'm gonna stick to my own motto, ignorance is bliss :) Right now, I'm living a life where I'm ignoring the past and living at the moment. I want to meet more people, upgrade my life and let go of the past and people. Afterall, if I don't let go, I'll never gain anything new, isn't it?

Conclusion?

I'm gonna enjoy my life, love it and live it to the fullest. I'm happy and very very happy + satisfied right now :D