Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Been thinking a lot lately. Just wondering whether I've made the right choice or what...On monday, Mr ML asked me a question. A question which I've avoided for as long as I can remember. A question that I know will make me lost control once again on my life. Yeah, sure, ignorance is bliss. Well, not exactly if you're referring to CTS book but well at least this will harm only me and no one else. Should I really force myself to think about it or just ignore and go on with my life?

These few days, I'm losing my energy. Somehow feel very tired but this ain't depression...I hope. No, I think it's just that I'm sick and stress with the start of a new semester and the fact that I have to wake up early every morning. This week, there's lots of catching up to do. I have to start studying, finish my homework, notes, prepare for quizzes and also get ideas for my Moral assignment and presentation.

The camp that I'm supposed to attend this Friday is cancelled. No idea whether it's a good thing or not. But I have a feeling that it's gonna be a bad idea. Dying for a break from school. I just feel so and very tired. I just want a break where I can relax but then again, what should I complain about? The semester have just started so whatever that I'm feeling now is totally nothing compared to what I'm gonna be facing after this week onwards. Things will start being busy and stressful. Looking forward? Yeah xP

Saw a flier today on the board about a trip to Pulau Langkawi for 4D3N at RM450. They will provide dinner for the first two nights and in one room, there's 2 queen size beds and it's 4 people in a room (air-conditioned). Anyone interested? It's among colleges and the trip will be held round November - December. It's pretty reasonable and there's lots of activities involved. It's fun =D

P/S: how i wish i can just ignore certain things. how did i do it last time? it just seem so simple that it has never occurred to me that it will be hard.....