Tuesday, October 5, 2010

i went to PD and came back with a terrible flu
i was so sick that i could not stand properly
nor can i do anything other than sleep
i went to see the doctor on sunday, only to find out that the doc con me
i decided to ban that clinic forever

i'm getting better now tho i still lost my voice and still unable to eat
the days of being sick has left me with nothing to do
i can't read or clean
so basically, i have lots to do, but none that i can do right now
feels so empty suddenly
holidays has make my social circle contract, my mind in blurness
i can't seem to recall anything or remember anything
i just want to be alone and relax...

feels like going out for the last time
yet i can't summon the energy
feels so weak
feels so tired
feels so boring
what should i do?