Wednesday, January 26, 2011

i had a nightmare
in my nightmare, my friends were treating me as cold as they were treating me now
not in my life would i thought that my so called close friend is a double-crosser
yes, people said life goes on and it's better to forgive
i'm trying but i feel as if i've been taken advantage on
how could they do this to me?
yes, the situation is improving by 3% now
but i can't help but lost the trust
it's said to trust your feelings when you're deciding whether to continue with this kind of people
but to say the truth, my gut told me to leave and forget
yet, i know i might regret in the future
i will leave when it's time
but i guess in this 3 months time, i'll have to stay
cause tho after what they have done to me,
i still can't bear to see the group being separated
there is no longer any trusts between the members anymore
maybe i wasn't the only one whom was hurt in the process
we'd communicate
but i know that is what everyone wants and think to do
but whether it's sincere...
most of them think only about the group assignment and their own personal benefit
i feel like talking to the guy in my group cause he knows how i feel
but i see that he's also one of them whom have made me lost my trust
what else can i talk to them?
i no longer can trust anyone...