Saturday, January 29, 2011

it's my birthday today
i was in a good mood and relaxing happily at home
i feel alot better compared to yesterday
up to the point that i know it's pointless and useless for me to think or care anymore about my bunch of friends
i feel that i'm gonna downgrade my friends from close friends to hi-bye friends
cause i realised they no longer take me as a friend anymore
so what's the point for me to care and think so much?

until my friend called me out for lunch
i thought just out lunch with him and enjoy since i didn't go anywhere today
plus it has been a long time since we go out together
then when we're out, he said something about my 'close' friend
then i start to emo again..
hiahz i guess it's really not easy to forget something
i feel very tired when i think back on them
out of the entire gang, only one bothered to call me to wish me
which is also the one that i scolded
yet the one that i considered close, just sms me a Happy Birthday notice
well, i guess something is better than nothing
i really have no idea what came over her
it's so weird...
i'm upset again :(