Tuesday, February 15, 2011

i guess it's all over from today onwards
never have i been disappointed so much
i expected a reason for this behaviour today
you lied to me
you PURPOSELY refuse to answer my 40 calls and smses
you never once think about how i feel
you never care
yet you blamed me for not understanding you
i tried asking everything i can
yet you're the one whom hides everything from me
15 months of relationship is actually all lies
there's no trust, no understanding

we're back to square one
give me a reason not to break
i can no longer find the reason to maintain it anymore
i can no longer convince myself to not break
my instinct told me that this decision will be a wrong decision since the starting
yet i ignore it
this is what i got in the end for ignoring my instinct
i feel tired
6 years of pain, only to let it happen again
i've put all the efforts i can
yet i know, this time is different
there's no longer any resistance from you
nor there is from me
maybe it's really the time to let go...

i'm heartbroken
i'm upset, disappointed
i'm tired