Monday, February 14, 2011

it's Valentine's Day today
it's my first time celebrating
i got a wonderful expensive gift from my darling
but it makes me guilty!!
cause i gave him something useful but not as expensive as what he gave me
well, i hope you like it...do you daryl?? lol

hmm exam's coming soon
prom is this friday
my bf's exam is this saturday
my exam is next wednesday
oh stress stressss
what should i do?
if i can teach my bf, then i'm sacrificing my future
but if i don't help him, i'll feel damn guilty
but what can i do?
all i can hope is that he'll really work hard himself
and treat all his studies with passion and seriousness
afterall, he's already 20 years old..
it's impossible that at this age he should still be spoon fed right?
oh gosh, all these are getting on my nerves

i guess i have to stop playing games now
i'm trying hard to stop it
but...sometimes i really need entertainment >.<
right now i'm heading the advice by my friend's ex
it has been so long where there's someone whom can motivate me
i love that feeling
it's a feeling where you feel happy and motivated to study
it's a positive encouragement and i constantly do need encouragement when it comes to study
hopefully i can find someone who's near to me where i can obtain encouragements like this :)

goodluck to myself :D
hwaiting!! <3