Tuesday, March 29, 2011

i know it's an illusion
i know you're a dream that i can never get
i know reality hits one day
but why do i hurt once again when i know you're 'there' again?
it's not wrong for you to be there
you have your obligations
i have mine
but why do i hurt once again to know you're not there for me?

my greatest nightmare, it came true
how i wish i could get a perfect advice
how i wish someone could understand how i feel
how i wish someone could lend a hand to me
to help me
drag me out of this

i'm not emotionless like what others think
i'm really not
i'm human too
why can't anyone treat me like one?
i do feel upset and disappointed too
but why is it no one took notice of it?
why, do people always think that i can handle it?

please, i'm suffering too
all i need is some understanding, help and compassion
why is it that i'm always the one understanding and helping
but none to appear when i need it most?

how i wish it never happened
how i wish it was alright between us
how i wish you never started it
how i wish i'd never get to know you
how i wish....

what goes around doesn't come around
this is what i've learnt throughout my life...