Tuesday, March 15, 2011

been feeling lost lately
was it due to the lack of sleep?
was it due to stress?
or was it.......

i'm feeling tired
lots of things are going on
in less than a month's time, finals is approaching
yet in between, i'll have quiz and assignment due dates
3 assignments and tho it's easy and proceeding
yet i feel as if i don't have much time left
feels as if i'm slacking
somewhere inside me, it feels painful too

i'm coping, i'm really coping
but i'm tired of pretending
but if i don't people will judge me by saying i'm a mood spoiler
but sometimes, i really hope that people would once treat me as a human
understand how i feels
and most importantly, treat me like a female
i'm so tired of being the tough image where everyone sees me as
being a lil girly and people shall say i'm flirting or hyper
it's so tiring to pretend at times
sometimes, i just wonder whether i'll be an actress in the future
haha, how ironic :/