Wednesday, May 4, 2011

exam's over
life's boring
feels like working
but i can't find any work
yet i just need something to distract my mind
my friend said i've been hiding a lot
that i'm not letting go and sharing my thoughts
but i'm just thinking that i shouldn't let go what i'm thinking
cause certainly, it's just my problems
why should i bother others with my thoughts and my problems?

i need someone to talk to
i need someone to talk to me
but everyone's busy
everyone has their plans, their obligations
who am i to trouble them?
i feel so bored, so depressed
listening to piano songs ain't helping
it's making me more depressed
worst thing? i don't even know why im depressed
i guess life is just too boring
and i felt abandoned
like a dog or cat
or maybe i should just find my cat
but she's busy sleeping and jumping :S

you know what's worst in your life?
it's when you're bored and your pet seems to have more things to do than you...
gosh this is depressing...

last of all,
i screwed up my finals
this is shit