for the first time in my life

i realised that i really do hate someone without realising

yet, i thought i have forgiven that person

but i guess i can't do it no matter how hard i wanted to

after nearly two years, this person appeared in front of my eyes again

apparently, i did not see him and wouldn't have know his existence if my friend had not tell me about it

at the moment i knew about it, i was really mad and disgusted

no kidding, but i have the urge to attack him

throughout the entire lunch, i forced myself to concentrate on the food and my friend, and not attack him

i guess this is what happens when you step on my tail

ughhh sickening, annoying, and disgusting

no kidding but these were what i was feeling other than mad and provoked

and i really regret controlling myself

maybe i should just attack him instead...

thank god i managed to calm down with some loud music and speeding

no kidding but these two things really make me feel a lot better

but i still have a good mind to attack that person....

♥ alexis at 7:40 PM