Sunday, October 30, 2011
finally, after 5 months of coll, i'm having my long desired breaktho it's only just a week
before the full battle begins again
this break, i'm not really sure whether it's a good thing, or bad
once again i'm at divergence
with the past haunting me
unsure of what i have to do
i've avoided enough
i know it's time to face it but why...
i still can't seem to take it
but how long do i still need?
it's so tiring that i feel like sleeping forever
or a getaway from everything in my world
for once and for all...
i'm disappointed once again
blinded by my own unrealistic dreams and hopes
i'm again repeating my mistakes
something which i've told myself again and again to not repeat
if only i'm smart and willful enough...
♥ alexis at 10:00 PM