Wednesday, December 21, 2011
i dig my own hole
and i dig my own grave
i end up screwing my life
and the people around me
the uncertainty
the pain
the tears
the end
it's time to ignore and move
♥ alexis at 10:24 PM
Friday, December 9, 2011
i don't know whether my decision is right or wrong
what i know is i need to take a break
i want to live a different life
i want to try other things in my life
i don't know whether i will regret the decision
but i just hope the misery will stop before it became phobic to me
i just want to live a normal life, enjoy life
i hope we can be good together
nothing will change much
it will still be the same, just the absence of a status
my attitude, my feelings will still be the same
i will still be kind and caring towards you
but if the stress and frustration appears, i fear i will avoid you
either way, you're always a special person to me...
♥ alexis at 9:51 PM