Tuesday, May 8, 2012

it has been three weeks
or maybe i have been feeling this way for months
but why does the nagging pain continues
worsening each day?
i thought it was over
but another wave washes pass me today
hate myself for being so weak

it's over, yes, it is
i'm aware of reality
but i can't stop the thoughts, the feelings, the pain
i feel so discouraged that it's eating me all up
yes, the reality is there
yes, i'm over it
but my heart isn't
cause that's the only explanation why it hurts...

life goes on eventually
the pain will subside
time is all it needs
but somehow, somewhat, i do not have the time
i have no patience
it hurts..