Sunday, July 29, 2012

each day seems hollow to me
i don't know why can't i let go
i don't know why i'm still fretting
it's no longer a lie
it's a living truth
i'm aware of it
i know what i should do
i know what i must do
yet, i don't know why i just can't
i can't

is there a way to make things easier?
is there a way to forget everything?
this year, time flies
it's nearly 4 months
it's already 10 months...

i guess there's a part of me that still wish things weren't so bad
i guess there's a part of me that wish for a miracle
just a miracle, just once..
this year i've been through a lot
the moment i got drunk, was the moment i know i'm not ok
no matter how many times i keep telling myself i'm better off like this
i'm not

i don't know what i can do to make things better
i don't know what i can do to change things
i don't know what i should do, or think anymore
can somebody help me? please?